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PDX Coin to List on Uniswap, the Biggest Decentralized Exchange on February 23, 2022. 12% APY with 6 month, 15% APY for 12 month. Also we want to Integrate PDX as a payments platform in the rapidly evolving metaverse space

2022.01.27 14:10 Nickolas_Xzavier PDX Coin to List on Uniswap, the Biggest Decentralized Exchange on February 23, 2022. 12% APY with 6 month, 15% APY for 12 month. Also we want to Integrate PDX as a payments platform in the rapidly evolving metaverse space

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2022.01.27 14:10 meiows Cute little NFT project I did just to learn about them.

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2022.01.27 14:10 Flow0daSho How do YOU take control of yourself in extremely emotional situations?

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2022.01.27 14:10 film-bookdotcom LEGENDS OF TOMORROW: Season 7, Episode 11: Rage Against The Machine TV Show Trailer [The CW]

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2022.01.27 14:10 laadylazarus I tried to die last Saturday and I don't regret it

I haven't eaten a proper meal in three weeks. My weight has plummetted down. I've barely been able to leave my room. There's a heaviness in my chest that I can't get rid of and I realised that I don't really want to be alive anymore. I'm in college, I've been doing well. I'm in an internship that's been going okay. I like what I'm doing, but the thought of doing anything at all for the rest of my life makes me feel sick. I could get kicked out of college tomorrow and lose my placement and I wouldn't really care. Honestly I'd feel relieved.
My boyfriend, who I love very much, broke up with me three weeks ago. Everyone thinks that's why I did it. But it wasn't really. It pushed me to do something I wanted to do for a really long time. I would have done it at some point anyway, my life doesn't feel very fulfilling. That future I had in my head with him made me push it away, because it's the first thing I've ever actually wanted, and only because it was with him, but I had a feeling it was just a fantasy that would never pay off. How could it? Love doesn't last like that for people who are like me. I don't ever want to love somebody like that again. I'm not built for it.
I'm a net negative in the lives of the people around me. Someone who is always asking for people to help me, to comfort me, to support me. I'm nothing outside of that.
So I took all my medication on Saturday. I didn't feel scared, I didn't feel sad. I felt relieve. I waited three hours to call an ambulance, I was pretty fucked when I did that. I thought I would be gone before they could do anything and at least my mother wouldn't have to find me. I couldn't walk properly, I collapsed outside my mother's bedroom door. My heart was beating so fast, I couldn't get my hands to do what I wanted them to do. My breathing was shallow, I was hearing things that weren't there. I could see things that weren't there. I knew it wasn't real, I thought it was the end. I was happy. I even tried to cancel the ambulance and say I was fine but I'd woken my mother and she wouldn't have it. I was too out of it to do anything about it.
I waited three hours for an ambulance, at this point my body was more stable but I was so tired. I just wanted to go to sleep. I thought if I did then that would be the end of it. I asked the paramedics to let me stay home, I pleaded that I was better, I could sleep it off. I really just hoped that once my eyes closed then that would be it. I didn't feel guilty, I didn't feel bad, it was the most at peace I remember feeling in a long time. The only other time I felt like that was when I fell asleep on my ex boyfriend's shoulder watching TV together when things were really good between us. Even then, I still kind of wished I was dead.
I went to hospital alone, and they put me in a waiting room and did tests there and I slept on a couch until the morning. They asked if I wanted to be admitted to a psych ward, I said no. Told them I was fine.
I came home and I've watched my mother cry in front of me. My sister won't speak to me, my brother hasn't been able to sleep, my other sister is scared to talk to me. My best friend is devastated. The thing is though, I don't really care. I'm watching these people that I love be so affected by something I did and I still don't regret it. I don't feel anything at all when I look at them. I just don't care. I don't even care that I don't care. I want to be dead, I want something bad to happen to me. I want someone to beat the shit out of me until I pass out just to see if I'd even care. Just to see if it would make me feel something different. A different kind of pain to take away whatever else I'm feeling.
I didn't tell my ex. It wasn't really about him, and telling him felt like I would be manipulating him. I don't want that. Maybe he wouldn't even care, but it doesn't really matter. Why should he? I wanted to call him and hear his voice when I thought I was done, but if I did I know he'd know what was going on, and he would have tried to stop me. He would have taken all the blame, he would have hated himself. Still, there's a part of me that wants to tell him and cry with him, because he's the person I'm used to going to. He makes me feel safe, he's the only person who's ever made me feel safe. I miss that. But I think I'd hate myself a lot more if I did that. It feels icky, it feels wrong.
I don't want help. I don't want to get better. I've tried it all. I've worked so hard to be better and it hasn't worked. I've done medication, years of therapy, I've asked for help. I've put in the work, I've put in a lot of work. I went back to school, I saved up all my money, I bought a car in cash. I have long term friendships, I try to socialise. I've worked hard at everything even when I didn't want to and none of it helped. Things do get better, I've seen it, but I never seem to get better with them. Even when things are going really well, I'm never happy. I never care.
When I met my ex, it was the first time I'd felt alive in a long time. It was the most intense love I'd ever felt for another person. Every touch, every word, every look felt like I was part of something. I wrote him a letter once that said that I spent a lot of time walking around places in the dark, and I'd pass by people's windows and I'd see a glimpse of warm light and I'd see a snippet of someone else's life. It always fascinated me. It always looked so warm and so real, and I felt like I was outside of it all. Standing on a dark road looking in at other people living, and I always felt outside of all of it. Like a spectator, a ghost wandering around haunting people who were real, and tangeable, and alive. When I met him, he made me feel like I was in that window. He felt real.
But even then, even when I was happy and things were stable and they were good, I would feel this overwhelming anxiety the closer I got to him. The more I loved him, the more I wanted to throw up. It made me want to die, I loved it and I hated it, and I wanted it but I couldn't stand it. Even good things make me feel awful. How do you live like that?
I just don't feel like I belong here, I don't think I'm made for it. I'm too weak, too tired. I don't have it in me to do what's required to make things work. I used to be really hopeful that things would turn around if I put in the work for it. If I worked hard, worked on myself, improved my character, stuck to my morals and tried to be a good person. I've worked really hard for a really long time, since I was a young teenager, to get better, and I just seem to get worse. Even with all the supports and treatments and help.
I just wish I was dead
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2022.01.27 14:10 Xijinpingzo Do you like honey?????????

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2022.01.27 14:10 Redditario Where to find this fuse?

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2022.01.27 14:10 film-bookdotcom LEGENDS OF TOMORROW: Season 7, Episode 11: Rage Against The Machine TV Show Trailer [The CW]

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2022.01.27 14:10 Pristine-Bug8127 The driving force behind the Renaissance Awards!

A recent partnership, with Ecoage, which was announced on December 22. Eco-Age, is a consultancy in the field of sustainability. The company was also the driving force behind the Renaissance Awards.
The Renaissance Awards is the first global awards which dedicated to the work of international young leaders who are working for a more environmentally regenerative, socially just, economically inclusive, and a technologically balanced future.
Eco-Age decided to exchange the physical figurines of regular award ceremonies with non-exchangeable tokens (NFTs), so it partnered with Cardano to create NFTs. The Cardano blockchain was used to create 13 unique digital artworks. I believe that Cardano is the true play to be honest! Right now I am bullish on a few projects like: Rise up and PKT. Im very glad I've found them!
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2022.01.27 14:10 NewsElfForEnterprise Nina Metz: With the docuseries ‘We Need to Talk About Cosby’ on Showtime, director W. Kamau Bell dares you to look away

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2022.01.27 14:10 gem_3000 Bikini beauty

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2022.01.27 14:10 film-bookdotcom LEGENDS OF TOMORROW: Season 7, Episode 11: Rage Against The Machine TV Show Trailer [The CW]

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2022.01.27 14:10 Anarchiste-mouton Même la ratatouille française est déficitaire!

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2022.01.27 14:10 CarobFamiliar Looking for suggestions

I'm looking for a plant for my bathroom but I'm not sure if there are any that will thrive in there.
It can be quite a hot room and obviously there is some water in there but the main issue is there's no window. I know you can get lights but I feel apprehensive about having anything electrical in there because I have young children. Is there anything that could thrive in there?
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2022.01.27 14:10 qptbook MIT researchers created a technique that can automatically describe the roles of individual neurons in a neural network with natural language.

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2022.01.27 14:10 PrettyCoolTim every time

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2022.01.27 14:10 KRP517 PDQ Deploy/Inventory Agent Beta Signup

PDQ just announced that Agents are the top priority and opened a beta sign up page. Tentatively expecting it to be released later this year.
Beta signup: pdq.com/beta
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2022.01.27 14:10 Steadyrdo Feb exam session scheduling is open!

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2022.01.27 14:10 OiSeramuksnio What is your opinion on transabled people?

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2022.01.27 14:10 nikolabojovic21 Woke up really thirsty today 😜 Opening all these up today 🤓🤞

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2022.01.27 14:10 rcherbals Are you looking for some effective and eclectic ways to improve your personal wellness? Read the Field Guide to Personally Living Well - Vol. 4! - #herbs #health #wellness #organic #natural #healthylifestyle #herbalmedicine #plantbased #healing #herbalist #mentalhealth #adrenalsystem #immunity

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2022.01.27 14:10 gunther2033 Did they fixed the weird ranking?

Little Story,a few months ago i played cs go ranked and when there are no smurfs who desert eagly headshots instantly from 10 miles away when they hear 3 footsteps comming from your direction plus when there is not hackers plus when you dont have a team full of russian kids who cant play this game.CS GO IS ACTUALLY TON OF FUN.I actually loved ranked when the rounds where normal,now here my problem.
I am a silver 1 and no matter how many rounds i win and how many times i get 1# i simply dont get one fucking rank up,why in gods name is it like that? this was one of the main reasons i uninstalled this game because i wanted too rank up higher too be better but i swear too god i think i had sometimes 10 win streak where i was always 1 or 2 place in my team with a good ammount of kills and yet NOT ONE RANK UP.and yes i know you can laugh at me but i am silver 1 .how many fucking wins they want me too have too just rank up too silver 2? and i heard stories from some that when they got 1 lost because some idiots trolled they instantly de-rank up after winning tons of matches in a row.Like cmon man i really love playing this game on ranked when it actually works and the people arent hacking or trolling,or smurfing hard. Did the ranked got an update in any kind? or cant i expect an update on ranked anymore just skins stuff? thanks for answers
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2022.01.27 14:10 peachspill Mod Recommendation, More Colors

Hey, I'm wondering if there's a mod where there's a wider variety of colors, especially to customize the farm buildings, since it's so limited and I can't never truly achieve the colors I want, maybe with a picker? I only found mods that change the colours of the whole game, hud and such. anyway, anything is helpful, thanks.
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2022.01.27 14:10 No-Setting1598 who else has this

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2022.01.27 14:10 Successful-Driver722 San Francisco suspends cannabis tax to help dispensaries compete with drug dealers

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